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[28 Dec 2009|05:07pm] |
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With how often people ask, I decided it'd be easier to make an LJ entry for it and just link people, than spend ages uploading the drawings again and again.
This is an entry for each of my drawings that have been taken down from dA.
Just so people still get to see them.
( Cut for thumbnails. )
It's like some guy saw my gallery, felt an instant attraction to Ruki, discovered it was a dude, and reported the drawings to make himself feel manlier, then went and raped some wimmins (who, let's face it, are just orifices on legs) to exert his powerful manly manliness. 8D
That, or some moron just thought I was uploading someone else's magazine scans.
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| Little Crimefish. |
[19 Nov 2009|06:37pm] |
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The Past.
So my sister told me she looked for my dA, and stumbled across a couple old blogs of mine... which so weren't written for my family to read. Since I never use anything except LJ and dA anymore, I went to delete my Xanga and my diaryland... and looking at my entries from like four or five years ago, I was SUCH a little punk. "Mind your own fucking business, and don't touch my hair." I'm almost proud of myself. I think I've mellowed out since then. But if someone tests me, I'm still just as likely to be a hardass. Back then, I was a teenager still getting used to my life being a car wreck, and I was looking to pick a fight with anyone and everyone. Yeah, I was pretty cool. 8D
I think aside from not being a teen anymore, and being used to my life sucking, the main thing that's changed me is, I have SO many awesome friends now. I was mostly invisible then. There weren't many people who were nice to me, and the ones who were, were total punks, too. So there was nothing making me want to be nice, or polite, or generous.
The Present.
I got a letter from my doctor offering me the swine flu vaccine. I'm not gonna get it. If I'm agoraphobic, there's no one for me to catch it from. I'm more likely to catch it going to the doctor's office to get the jab, than if I just stay here. And it hasn't even been tested. You've all seen the first ten minutes of "I Am Legend".
Man, I had a WEIRD dream (clowns or midgets?). I was wearing a gorgeous lolita dress, but not one of the ones I actually own. I was walking to school (my lower school, not my last school). But I was happy, which is weird for my school dreams. It was late spring, or maybe early summer, and the little road was lined with cherry trees (or maybe apple or peach). There was so much blossom falling, I couldn't see the sky.
It was a perfect dream, and the kind of thing that theoretically could happen in reality, but never would.
The Future.
I have to finish my drawing for Misha Collins, and find an address to mail it to. I have to write a bazillion Christmas cards, and some letters.
The drawing: I meant to draw Castiel. Or even just Misha. But I didn't. Instead I'm drawing Jimmy. The vessel. It's looking pretty good so far. If I don't screw it up, it'll be hilarious and awesome. Well. You'll see.
Nic asked me to do an art project with her. I wonder how many people she asked before asking me. I'd be shocked if I were her first choice.
Charlotte, stop reading my journals. Mind your own business. And don't touch my hair.
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[27 Apr 2009|12:24am] |
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I haven't been updating enough... so I'm gonna start.
Which means just writing meaningless crap whenever I don't have something real to say.
Sometimes I feel like everyone's patiently listening for me to talk and I just can't find the words. Like if anything's stopping me, it's me.
And there's something I so desperately want to relate, but I don't know what it is.
Faithful LJ, where few people will read this and it doesn't matter either way.
I'm getting strangely popular on dA, and it's strange because I always figured I'd be undiscovered. Like most. Right? 'Cause I've never been lucky. Ever. So it's weird that I'm winning the popularity lottery on there. The popularity contest that it supposedly isn't.
Egh... I don't know how I feel about it. I guess exposure is a good thing, but the more people notice me, the more likely it is that some of them will be total douchebags. And I just can't stand meanness. It makes me all shaky and stabbity and vomity.
Plus, it's not just that people praise me on being awesome, but they ask me for advice SO OFTEN, like I'm some... reliable, respectable, wise thing.
Like I'm Abraham Lincoln. Or Judge Judy.
It's almost like no one can tell I have no idea what I'm doing.
It's a miracle any of my drawings come out right, 'cause I just do whatever.
Huh. Sounds like I've nailed the art of faking confidence.
My swivelly chair is broken or something, it keeps randomly turning me around 180 degrees.
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| I dream a lot. |
[10 Feb 2009|09:27pm] |
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I haven't written in here in like, over half a year. God, I suck.
Anyway. I dream a lot. And lately I've been writing them down, so I'm gonna copy them out here from now on.
Listening to other people describe their dreams is famously tedious, so if you don't care, don't read it.
1. A pawn broker took my necklace. And this was an awesome necklace I wish I had in real life. It had this big oval stone in it that was like a sandy opal. And he did the same thing to this other woman, and she cried and bitched to me. So I told her, I'd get her item of value back. so, I broke in. Catburglar!crimefish. I was in this big room painted in burgundy, with walls lined with downlit display cases. They all had something special in. I immediately saw what I was looking for, 'cause it had pride of place in the big centre case. I get closer, and I see it's this incredible gold headdress encrusted with these bright, fiery orange stones that glittered with gold specks. It was in the shape of a scorpion, and it was segmented all the way along so that it could bend to fit, no matter how massive your head was.
2. This was a while ago, right after the siren episode of Supernatural. Until they said it was a siren, I thought it was a succubus (...yeah, I had the dumb that day. If it were a succubus the guys who were getting laid would be the ones getting hurt. Duh.), and Dean said something to Sam about, "What is it with you and banging monsters?" re: Madison the werewolf, Ruby the demon, and now this. So when I dreamed, those thoughts combined.
So I dreamed I was with this werewolf who was a LOT like the incubus gardener from Blood Ties (the TV series, not the books). I was totally out of it. I was lightheaded and drowsy, and barely there. So, we kind of... Barry White? Yeah, that works. Or, at least, he took advantage of me while I was totally doped up. And he liked to bite. So anyway, the next night, I'm a werewolf. It was as awesome as you'd think. too bad the dream ended before I got a chance to enjoy that one.
3. Same night. I'm in this big walk-in wardrobe (yay!) with Cokey, and we're getting dressed. So, I ask her to eyeliner me some eyebrows, 'cause apparently I don't have any. XD then my little second cousin, Charity, cut a huge chunk out of my hair. Fantastic.
4. I died. And I was chatting with Death. You know. The grim reaper. He said something about stars, and gestured to this outline map on the wall, covered in gold star stickers. A few of them were whole, but most had at least one point torn off. I figured each star represented a person and their location, and the number of points represented how good a person they were, or how valuable their soul was. Well, I wasn't ready to go, so I got the hell out outta there. I ran, and I found myself outside, where I immediately skidded down this brushy hill, and I stopped myself just in time to avoid plunging headfirst into a big (oddly neat) holly bush. It looked pruned, and totally out of place. There was this little garden box with tiny, neat, fake-looking triangle plants in it.
5. EPIC, MOVIE-STYLE NIGHTMARE. Mum comes to pick me up from art class, and it's around the corner from the art store I shop at. She has a minivan, and has brought along a few guys including this shopkeeper we've known for years and years. I give him a letter thanking him for everything he's done for us over the years, and he reads it and cries. How lame is that.
So we pile in the van, and go and pick up Cokey, and one of her friends. As we walk to the van, I'm walking at the back and to the left, and I feel a twinge in my left shoulder (yeah, that kind of dream where you can feel every single thing). For a split second I have these horrific images of a needle, but I force them away 'cause I'm always thinking OCD stuff like that. Then out from behind us walks this guy in a tracksuit. He sees what vehicle we're headed toward, and he figures we have room for one more, so he asks us for a ride.
So we all pile in. I'm sitting between Cokey and her friend, and they argue. The friend looks pissed off, so I say something to make her feel better, and I guess I touch her hand or her shoulder or something, 'cause she freaks out and calls me a lesbian. *rolls eyes* I start telling her off, and I pause. The car radio's saying something about kidnappings, rapes and murders in the area.
I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I pipe up, and say "That's so weird they should say that, 'cause I just had the strangest feeling right before--" and I realise I'm about to say right before we picked up the psycho hitcher. "...uh, right before we got back in the car. I thought I felt a syringe in my back. Hahahah. That's crazy, right?" So, needless to say, the hitcher (who was sitting behind me) whips out a knife.
He makes a show of handling it. It's not big, not much bigger than one you'd use to peel fruit. Bit still, I have this burning desire not to get stuck with it. He says "Let's start with the fellas. It ain't no fun if--" and I don't hear the rest over the screaming. He pulls open the sliding door, and there are a bunch of gleeful looking rednecks standing by the van. I guess I bug him the most, 'cause he comes toward me. You know, I kinda expect the knife to just slide in real easy, but I guess it'd not sharp enough for that. It meets some resistance, and he lets go. I'm surprised I'm still alive, and it's sticking out of my stomach, right below my sternum, slightly to the left. It's not even in all the way. Considering what the radio said he'd probably do, I wonder whether it'd be better to pull it out or push it in further.
And then I woke up, gasping and clutching my stomach. I never had a dream like that before, where everything was tangible and everything was plausible, and it was a nightmare. Even the drowsiness and lightheadedness you get with dreaming was easily explained by the fact that the sonofabitch drugged me. It was like morphine, but without the euphoria.
And yeah, I know if you get stabbed you're not supposed to pull it out 'cause it's probably the only thing stopping you from bleeding to death. I guess I forgot my first aid skills in all the terror.
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| Long and rambly. |
[26 Jun 2008|10:59pm] |
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My doctor upped my dose of antidepressants (prescribed for chronic pain, not depression. Depression requires a much higher dose) and also prescribed this other thing for my liver disease. He offered to look for a support group for me, but I laughed and said no thanks. I don't know what good it'd do, especially when I can just vent on the good old internet. Let it out all you need and no one has to read it.
( It was a dark and stormy night... )
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[20 Feb 2008|10:27am] |
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'Kay, well. I know I haven't updated in over half a year.
And I also haven't commented, or been active in any way.
SORRY. I'M SORRY. =_=
I've just... felt like crap. Really. And I didn't want to talk if I couldn't give people good news.
But now I finally have some.
Bison (you guys know Bison? Have I talked about him? He's this kid I met in a Battle Royale Forum years ago) just asked if I wanted to see X Japan at the Tokyo Dome on March 29th.
So I said yes, of course.
I mean, I'll fangirl and everything once he has the tickets. Until then, it's just hoping.
8D Pshh, I told you guys I was going to Tokyo.
I need to work on my conversational and emergency Japanese.
And I need to plan out all the places I'm gonna drag Bison.
I also need to try to get an infliximab or iron infusion at least a couple weeks before we go.
u.u If my doctor says no IVs without more than a blood test, I will yell at him. I don't have time to get any of those results back. >_> And I really need to get at least a little better (even if it's just temporary) before I start on an expedition.
On the other hand, if any of those things would make me feel better, it kind of sucks he wouldn't offer them until I asked.
Well, you can't have everything.
Anyway. The idea of planning this Japan thing, and actually doing it is putting me perpetually on the verge on a panic attack (except, you know, when I'm actually having one).
I see my new shrink tomorrow, but it's not a real session. It's just gonna be an assessment to see if I need to waste the time of a clinical psychologist. I didn't tell you guys, but the last time I asked for help, I got transferred to a counselor who told me her job isn't to deal with psychiatric disorders. x__X Feel the care.
So, anyway. I hope my shrink can get used to me fast enough to give me a benzodiazepine or something to take just when I need it. Otherwise I don't know how I'm gonna do this.
Of course, if we don't go after all, I have nothing to worry about except an uneventful life and a slow death. 8D Yay!
( Anywhore. Picspam! )
EDIT:
This just in. Bison's dad just said we can't use his airmiles after all. So I guess we're not going (at least, not so soon, and not to see X. Shit).
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| WARNING emoing WARNING |
[21 May 2007|01:59am] |
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This is as emo as it gets. I've put it in white, and with cut so you won't accidentally see anything if you decide to blank this entry. 8D;; Piisu.
( Heavy shiz. )
x
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| doll homecoming! |
[18 May 2007|03:28pm] |
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Griever's home! <3 He arrived yesterday, and I dragged the box into the living room and opened it infront of my whole family (who weren't there to watch, but they watched anyway). I half expected something to be wrong, 'cause of all the horror stories I'd read, but everything was perfect.
I also expected to be charged some horrendous customs fee at the door, but there was nothing. Lucky me.
So I cut the bubble wrap off (and there was a lot of it) and looked at his faceup and joints and shiz to make sure everything was good, and I dressed him. I put hair clay in his default wig. Once he had all his clothes on, I realised Dream of Doll had given me a black synthetic leather pyramid belt! 8D So it's around his neck, holding up his slippy shoulder guard.
( piccus under cut )
The leopardprint thing is my throw, and the bunny is the only stuffed animal that still lives on my bed.
Yes, I cannot use my camera (yet). But at least I have something to take pictures of now.
Uh... oh yeah. *gameshow host voice* Results are in! I do have to go to hospital in Cambridge. It's all the way across the country, and I'll probably be there at least a few days. It's too far for any of my family to visit me. I can happily be alone in my house for days, but some hospital I've never been to, with staff I don't know? This is gonna be lonely.
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[10 May 2007|10:58pm] |
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Ahoyhoy, my sweet chickadees.
-Mum went into the attic today to clean the water tank out,
'cause there are squirrels living up there and they're tearing the insulation apart.
Which just reminded me that we had some pro come do some work up there a couple months ago
and he found a dead squirrel in the water.
It only just occured to me now that it's my drinking water.
EEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw.
+I'm on week five of waiting for DOT homme ducan. :B I'm being Patient Miss.
Oh yeah, and I'm thinking about buying an Obitsu doll head ('cause they're cheap)
and painting Ruki's eyebrows on it over and over. Obsessed? moi?
+In my last read, my favourite character got killed off... and came back, after I was done grieving. x3
-My benefit a while ago was £188 (total for two weeks) so I hoped that's what they were paying me from now on... but I just got my bank statement, and recently my benefit was upgraded (knew that) but they paid me both the old and new! D: So mum's calling them to ask wtf they're playing at. I totally don't want her to. The longer 'til they realise, the more money I get. And if they ask for it back, I'm saying no. >.> It was their mistake, and I'm unashamedly greedy.
-My sister's sick with some virus, and she put the antiseptic-anaesthetic throat spray IN HER MOUTH. So the next time I use it, I'll probably catch whatever she's got, and die from it. v.v;
-My GI doc suggested I try methotrexate again. It's a series of 12 weekly injections to the fat around the navel. Followed by pills after those 12 weeks... assuming you can get that far without a bad reaction putting you in hospital. I didn't last time, so I can't see this as a good idea. >.>
DONE RAMBLING. I should update more often with fewer words.
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[13 Apr 2007|05:19pm] |
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I know, it's been ages since I last updated or commented. o.o I fail at the internet.
On Wednesday, I went to the hospital and my doctor said if my last blood test came back funky I'd have to go to some hospital in Cambridge to see a hepatologist there. u.u Like I don't waste enough time.
Yesterday I went into town.
I went to Singer (the sewing shop) and bought some black cotton and elastic, and talked to the lady about sewing machines.
Then I went to Primark and bought underwear, 'cause the elastic is dying in several of my bras (you didn't need to know that), and two necklaces with gigantic beads.
Then I went to Ann Summers to see if they have any corsets. Real, boned, lined corsets. But they only had one in black and one in red. So I took the black one and tried it on, and the smallest size they had wasn't small enough. I need a size zero. Dx
So I guess I'm gonna wait for my doll to come, and then commission someone online.
OH YEAH. I ordered Homme Ducan from Dream Of Doll about a week ago.
I love him. His new name is Griever. Griever the Cucumber Devil.
('Griever' being Ultimecia's GF in FF8, and 'Cucumber Devil' being a really obscure Gazette lyric.)
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[12 Jan 2007|11:00am] |
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( Crack Reita Dream )
Uhm... I don't think I mentioned on LJ that I was in hospital. So, for future reference, I was, and now am not. But I saw my GI doc a couple days ago, and he said he thinks I might have gallstones. u.u (Which are caused by fasting and weight loss) So I'm having an ultrasound on the 24th (which he said wasn't as soon as he preferred o.o;;). I looked online for the rest, 'cause doctors never tell you everything. In 95% of cases of gallstones, the patient has the gallbladder surgically removed (in the other 5%, the use a laser to break up the stones). But it'd only be keyhole surgery, so that's not too worrying at all.
I have babbled enough. I just figured I should let you guys know I'm alive.
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[23 Nov 2006|09:17am] |
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There are like ten million things I should be replying to, but instead I'm doing this.
I've had a headache for a week. A WEEK! I've long since passed the point of praying to god to let me die.
My benefit came through, so I've been shopping. I still have a lot of money left, but I'm saving it. o.0 It's taking a lot more willpower than I thought it would.
I spent £28 on earrings.
Then I spent £14 on the Neo Genesis yearbook.
Then I spent £158 at cosmates:
Blouse £31
Blouse 2 £31
Body Line Catalogue 2006 £4
Dress £49
Blouse 3 £31
I kind of still need a black skirt, but I figured it'd be easy to make. I just need to nag my mum constantly so she'll take me to buy some fabric.
Then I planned to stop spending. But mum said "You know those Japanese dolls? Aren't they gorgeous?" so I asked if she meant dollfies, and then I spent all day looking at ABJD sites, and I've fallen in love with Homme Ducan at http://dreamofdoll.com/. Seriously, he's just so, so beautiful. And freaking expensive. Mum said I could bring him home. I just need to pay for him myself. So I'll try to hold off for a few months and make sure he's really The One.
I couldn't help it! I looked for a while on different sites for something similar and cheaper, but Ducan is the only one that makes my heart go pitty-pat. ._.
He will be mine. Oh yes. He will be mine.
*skedaddles back to bed*
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| More stupid dreams 8D |
[25 Oct 2006|08:27am] |
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Last night I dreamed alice nine were on tour, and for some reason trooping through my house getting ready for that night's live. So Shou came of out the bathroom, and I went in there, and *laughs* he had left a huge, cheap-looking perfume bottle sticking out of the drawer under the medicine cabinet. So I thought "Eau de Shou!" and unscrewed the cap to smell it, but I spilled like half of it in the sink trying to get the cap back on. So Shou was kind of annoyed...
Then I woke up and fell back asleep. And I dreamed I was in my dining room at night, with my brother and mum. And mum said "What's that in the garden?" and my brother said it was Frankenstein (because I was looking at hallowe'en stuff all day yesterday?) and so we all screamed and ran away and got split up. And of course, I bumped into Shou. XD So we were running for our stupid little lives, not because we actually thought we could help each other out, but because people don't want to die alone.
So we somehow backed ourselves into a corner, and Shou was squeezing the life out of me. Then he looked all hurt because I was trying to wrestle myself out of his kung-fu grip, and I didn't know how to tell him I was just trying to get space to move my hands from his back to his butt. If I was about to be killed by a fictitious monster I might as well cop a feel first.
Then I dreamed Dean Winchester and I (where the carp was Sam? I don't know. Maybe I was Sam.) went to see a psychic. And Dean was listening to the psychic with a look of concentration on his face, while I wasn't listening at all and had no idea what she was saying because I was just staring at Dean the whole time. Then we got up and left, and I insisted he give me a piggyback ride.
The End.
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[23 Oct 2006|07:57am] |
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huhuhuhuhu
After about a week or two of dreaming about zombies and stuff~
I dreamed about Shou again. *feels that everything is back to normal*
I was walking around town or something, wearing my pikachu t-shirt, except in the dream it had squirtle on it instead. And this is relevant because I bumped into Shou, and he was wearing the same t-shirt, because... I'm too lazy to think of different clothes for each person in my dreams to wear? XD
So he was like "Hey, twins!" and started talking about what a cool shirt we had on, and how awesome squirtle is... and I was nodding and smiling politely while thinking "Yes. Great shirt. Now take it off. o_0"
Meat Loaf is so the win. *watching Bat3 on tv* He says call him Meat.
I said I wasn't going to buy anything else until the brand spankin' new Arisu DVD
BUT I went ahead and bought 'Showbiz', 'Origin of Symmetry' and 'Absolution' by Muse.
And 'Hitler bad, Vandals good' by the Vandals.
In my defense, the Muse albums were mega cheap. And my brother paid for them.
So really all I did was spend £11 on the Vandals CD.
FIVE DAYS UNTIL I SEE ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ccgensou IN SWEDEN. YEEEY. <3
*shuffles back to hermit cave*
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| Random crap entry. |
[14 Oct 2006|10:31am] |
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alice nine - NUMBER SIX. |
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I have 22 minutes before this alice nine BEAT SHUFFLE thing downroads, so that should be enough time to ramble.
I dreamed I was a chicken.
I like FF8 and FF9 the best. Oh, and I count Crono Trigger as an FF too. Then 1-7, excluding 3.
Then 10, kinda. But not X2. Shou, you call yourself an otaku? FOR SHAME.
...okay, so maybe it'd be different if I'd played 7 first. But I just can't get into it like 8.
Mum's thinking about getting an eljay account.
And not until later did I grow the brains to hope she wouldn't wanna add me.
I so do not need her reading all my fangirlings.
I bought jeans! The jeans crisis is over. <3 Yey.
I HAVE PEACHES.
And, top of the Crimefish charts:
1. Gazette - Filth in the beauty
2. As'REAL - Limit
3. Gazette - Baretta
4. MUSE - Stockholm Syndrome
5. MUSE - Unintended
8D One day I might learn to structure a blog entry. But don't count on it.
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[07 Sep 2006|05:13pm] |
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DFHNSERG;JHAJM;\NSRG.LYJMNSDTLJNSZDTHKLJHNRH;LKJNM
MY GAZETTE DVD AND MY WHACKING MATERIAL HEVN025 ARRIVED TODAY.
THERE'S FANSERVICE AND THE BOOKLET IS FUCKING PRETTY.
The rest of the DVD is obviously good too.
Damn I love Gazette. <3
So now I'm gonna wait for my brother to finish watching Friends, and then go watch the rest. I only got up to the first encore. XD This thing is freaking LONG. And good, 'cause I spent half my savings on it.
...and I got a free gazette sticker. Yey.
( crap piccus )
You can't wait 'til someone scans the booklet. But it won't be me, 'cause I don't wanna kill mine. *selfish*
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| number six pv preview 8D |
[05 Sep 2006|09:37am] |
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It looks all... *wants to say crappy but doesn't have the heart* perfectly cromulent.
Shou still dances like he's being electrocuted. <3
And Hiropon has realised he can get better screentime if he stands as close as possible to his vocalist. As close as possible without getting hit in the face by spazz hands.
I can't wait to see the full version. 8B~
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| Tag and stuff. :3 |
[02 Sep 2006|03:04pm] |
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( TAAAAAAAG )
1) In other news, mc chris is the absolute love. If you don't adore these you're dead inside, and you have no sense of humour.
mc chris - DQ Blizzard
mc chris - Fuckin up my Christmas
The only thing is... I can't find a download for 'Cookie Breath'!!!WAAAAAAHHHHH. I really need that song. And by 'need', I mean 'want'.
2) Coke said I should celebrate the sexiness of Reita's arms. They are indeed very sexy. *wants to touch and stroke and be embraced with*
I should get my passport in about two weeks. I'm flying to Sweden to see ccgensou in October!! Yeeeeeeey. 8D
3) I can play the intro to PINK CHERRY on guitar! I'm learning... very slowly. I still suck. All my friends are freakishly talented and skilled at stuff. I can draw. But they can draw AND do something else. So I feel like a pathetic and useless looooooser. XDDD
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uhhhh wtf no one told me changmin was so pretty.
Ugh. Crap. Do you know what this means? I'm shallow and I like young, pretty Korean boys even more than the Japanese ones (DISCLAIMER: based on pictures alone. Obviously I like people better when they're not JUST a pretty face).
If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's not important anyway. >.>;;
Mum was sitting in here the whole time I was listening to zekkeishoku, and when it got to Q., she was like "what is this? I've been waiting for you to wake up and play this CD."
'Cause she was humming it to herself before I got up. o___________0
*twilight zone music*
So obviously after I found out she likes the CD I thought I was driving her crazy by looping, I cranked up the volume straight away.
I wonder if I can get her into k-pop. XDDD
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